We want to learn new things, but we fail to take the right action. We get caught up in a situation and then decide to wake up. We get attracted, but we give up on performance. It is okay if we do not know the answer, It isn't if we don't want to know. "Ignorance of ability is a disability," someone said. Don't know where to start?
Do refer to my blogs, student testimonials, and frequently asked questions (FAQ) on the resources page. I hope it will at least solve half of your confusion.